When you’re this close to insane,

I think I’m expecting far too much than I ever should. Sorry for being such a loser but I’ve lost all humanity. Save all your judgements motherfuckers.

I’ve been acting paranoid, dissing every possible person for their every act. I don’t know but little bits and pieces just throw mi off now. I’ve been acting like every single living organism owes mi a million and I really hate it.

all or nothing

Who do you turn to help when you need a hand? In cases of irreconcilable differences between them, you. But I knew everytime this happens, the aftermath would hurt a million. I chose nothing right from the start but I’m feeling the stung right now and I’m having a bad vibe on what’s gonna happen. I think the education system needs to be reallocate. Why do people can’t wait to watch the others fall when they themselves have bad times like this. Especially the young ones these days with absolutely no fucking bit of a single brain cell to even think about the consequences of their actions and its not like they don’t know how but they stubbornly refuses to do so. Sad to say I’mma major disappointment myself, I’ve lived it and dissed it. Our paths crosses but it was never to stay. After so much of it all, I am still at where it all started from…so is it all or is it back to nothing?

nice & slow

I barely got the time to slp lately much less blog the happenings. I’m sorry for taking this long thou at times I feel stupid having a blog with no updates but work’s been extremely busy and I’ve been sick all week thanks to my stupid drinking habit. ha! Been running a high fever since days ago and it went up and down like the bungy jump. I dunno what’s with mi but I’ve been feeling really lethargic still, even with the fever susidies. Plus work took up most of my time, I couldn’t plan to go anywhere else after work cause I’ll be too tired unless its for a major important dates like yesterday or for my license. I am so lack of slp la. How nice of mi to actually skip wedplay yesterday. I guess I really need to take a break and just slower down my pace. I am going on a vacation soon so check out frequently for updates on my vacation babes.

best damn thing

Driving’s fucking fun la mind you. I can’t wait to get to my pracs please. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I got my credit card done, my hair done, I’m so going wild this weekend with the usual routine that I’ve been looking forward all week. I’m finalising all my overseas trips this weekend. And they did up a new supermarket and LJS near my place. Awesome la. PLUS PLUS, THE SPICE GIRLS ARE REFORMING WHICH I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR UBERSUPER LONG SO GET READY………..

a decade since,

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WHILE I WAIT

I’m waiting for that slow poke … She’s so SLOW! We’ll be either at Mos/Dblo/Phuture or prolly VD later on. Even decisions as to where to go is such a hassle. My stomach’s grumbling. I need food. I really hate controllers. GOD. (not all controllers thou, just that tiny mini little BLACKSHEEP) OH AND VD’S GONNA HOLD AN UNDERAGE PARTY SOON.

She’s still not done yet … I’m getting a little more paranoid with the human species. They dissed and judged on first impression. Fuck you. Then they give you the fuck up attitude. Fuck you two. Last but not least, they amazingly love to pretend and give you a forced smile just when certain people’s around. Fuck you three. Alright, perhaps its some rumors that flew by that gave her the wrong accusations. Whatever it is, fuck you four yena. Your life is seemingly pathetic. (that is if the usage is correct) LOL.