last night

And I thought last night would be disastrous but it ended up on a far better note. The only things that I could remember was all that fucking loud shouting, blabbering nonsense like half the time. I woke up this morning realising, damn I shouldn’t have said that. I down jugs of vodka, cups and cups of martell & jimbean (I swear if I wasn’t deprive of drinks, I would never have touched it) When you get sick of socialiting, you’ll just wana roam around your own world. Thats exactly what I did. For the first time, I couldn’t care less bout’ what they’ll think if they see this, or that. I used to do everything for a motive but I got sick of the mindplaying games shit and all. It isn’t like you let your guards down or whatsoever but to just enjoy the moment instead of worrying pointlessly. I’m starting to cherish my own existence and thats a big step of improvement:) And its definitely a shock to see him under the list, maybe it was just an imitation but I hope it was really you behind these walls. I’ve got so so much that I wana say, so so much on my mind, I just hope love finishes her 0s asap. Goodluck, love.

part of the clique last night; wp kel bell mi vic,

This post is definitely better with visuals but sorry for all stupid fugly faces, we weren’t on normal state then. Alright, will be back with more visuals on friday’s dinner with bb.

saturdaynight

see ya’all at VD tonight♥

random contradicks

I’m officially the half owner of the OWNERS’ MUSINGS’ BLOG. HEEHEEHEE.. We’ll update it very often so please check it out. I came late for work today for like the hundred and oneth time, I swear they’re gonna kick mi out soon. But anyways, I had a full 12 hours of sleep yesterday in replace for the lack of sleep on wednesday. Phuture was fuck pack that night and the crowd suck. Alright, part of it suck. I haven’t get any of my reports done yet I’m still freaking procrastinating. Should I work overtime or what? I need extra moolahs la. However on the other hand, I have tons of programs tonight. Alright, let’s just get this post renamed, random contradicks. And fuck I just realised I didn’t bring along my timesheet which equals to I have to get my ass home during lunch. I really hate those stupid useless shit that takes up half my time yet I always find myself doing it. IS Enrollment starts at 12 sharp today, hopefully, we’ll all get into the same class. Speaking of class, it reminds mi of the spermy boy, right rachie? HA! Whatever it is, I’ve concluded that just this morning alone suck as much as yesterday. And no more rain please. As much as I hate being angelic, I hope that the intention to change alone, is enough to bring mi far better days. Yena is still s t u p i d with that s t u p i d load of shit in her big head but tiny brain. laaaleeeloooehhhahhhhhh……

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superfly

I just checked my timetable for this semester, super slack! I LIKE! And we did some cross checking just to ensure we’re all in the same class! Yes, we are! I foresee that its gonna be a good school start and time sure is gonna flyy..I’m super bored at work. I feel like a superfly:)))

hidden fears

I’m worried about my mistakes. I’m having doubts about my work ability. Or maybe I’m just not suited for the job. I needed something to focus on, but it turned out to have that extra sensitivity around. I did what I needed to, say what I needed to, why doesn’t it all halt to a stop? Similarly, I’ve had the best of times and the worst of times, it isn’t fair to deny mi of all my efforts to pursue greater joy in life much less necessary. This post is random. Yena’s a walking contradictor.

Just the lately shit..

I love lunchtimes however I love knockoff times better! I got my moolahs but its all gone now due to all the expeditures that I have. I miss having moolahs to throw around. HA! Last week was much toned down except for phuture on wednesday and mos on friday night. This week we’re gonna blast through wednesday till saturday despite the daily heavy responsibilities thou. School’s starting in another two and a half weeks time and I’m sooooo looking forward to the block timetable and the unaccountable assignments…..NOT! HA!
I need to cut down on all the good food, the cab fares, the clothes, the alcoholy &, clubbing. I’m sorry I need to take down that part, its not very pretty I feel..HA! And the blog stats’ scaring the shit outta mi, LOL. Well, its another day down for mi, I’m going shopping!!:D

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check out the classics….

TOUCH’S MY NEW LOVE…….

ANOTHER DOPEEEE, the NEW IPODNANO SERIES……..

PLS GETITGETITGETITGETITGETITGETITGETITGETIT!
I’M GONNA GET IT!

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wishing for the impossible

I cooked last night. Awful experience. I think I would burn the whole kitchen down if mom was not around but the final product is EDIBLE and I’m so proud of it! By far, today’s the best day for work. 4’s on mc, 3’s on training, 1’s on business trip. I can’t describe how relaxing it is now la but I’ve got one tough nut left to crack. I so don’t feel like working my brains when its the holidays. I wish I had sch instead la. The moolahs are so bloody hard to come by and I rarely see them around. I’ve got debts all over and three major expeditures thats killing mi. Its the second wedplay I’m forgo-ing and weekends are a bore, why? I so swear I’m gonna play till I drop dead next month that is if only I had a billionaire dad,
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LUNCH TIME! heeheehehehee…